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Sunday, August 3, 2008

last few nights is really wild for me..
although i didnt really do wild things.. but i said wild stuffs....
oh well... wats done is done...


randomly.. i dreamt abt u again last nite...
it hurts to dream abt u...
cuz it just made me wonder more abt you..
ur image is so clear...
the feeling is so real...
but its just a dream....



everytime tis happen, it affects me for the whole day...
totally.. i told myself..
i really cant go on like tt...
its just one more step to a new life...
i need to move... the new life is ready. am i?
i need to have some self-reflection...
i asked myself...
do i really miss him or do i just miss being in love...
the ans: i missed being in love...


frenz asked me last nite
'wats of ray tt makes u sooo into him?'
he's my first..
his words...
his scents..
his hugs...
i'm a.. weak gal...
i'm more of a 'in-contact' person rather emotional one..
thus, its all the hugs tt i missed...




then again...
he's really not worth...



haiya...
let fate decides ba!