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Friday, December 12, 2008

Alright.. its been quite awhile since i update..
busy with sch, work, projects, family, overseas trip, dates..


lets see..
some of the things tt happened.. (of wat i can recall)
the cruise field trip.
tts us going on cruise abt one yr ago.
tts us a yr later. tts me n val a yr ago. tt's us a yr later.. gosh we're older. tts us a yr ago.
tts me n kuku a yr ago
me n her now.
then...
now....
our 'love'. =Phe's the man who made me feel my 3 yrs in TP is nt wasted. HAHA =P
come on! he's a damm great teacher. us in the toilet b4 the trip.me n dhah! qian hui was just curious, i guess.tiramisu with my 2 babes after a movie with them n b4 a movie with chipmunk.
watched a taiwan movie.
movie marathon hur. =P




after tt... i cant recalled wat happen.
all i rmb is tests n then off i fly to BRUNEI!
hometown.
despite the boredom there, i feel tt its like my wellness 'resort'
where i'll definitely slp early, wake up early.
out of contact with technology.
eat good food, travel in cars.
=D

main purpose there:
attend wedding dinners. me n my cousins.ooo i was asked to be at the reception area to collect angbao, thus i have the rose on me.
my cousin - winnie. used to be very close to her. exhanged letters when young. =D
but now. we got our own life.

since when i nvr loved myself more than anything rite. =P
cute right?? my cousin's baby. so i'm aunt. =P


the trip back to brunei made me realise some stuffs..


as much as i miss ray.
we're over.
its perhaps the memories tt i miss.
the times i had with him.

as much as i miss DD.
he ended it.
its the moments tt i miss.

they gave me up.
chances were given.
it still failed.
y shuld i hang on.


i guess my current mindset now..
is perhaps..
time is really short.
i dun wan to go on waiting for ppl who gave me up
n ignore ppl who have been waiting for me.
cherish them.
its the feelings tt matter, not the appearance..
i shuld stick to the requirements i stated long ago.
my king kong. =P



love matters aside.
another thing i realise.
i cant wait for sch to end.
sooo sick of sch life.




more n more cousins getting married.
giving me the urge....
(not to get married la.. come on, i'm just 19)
to find someone to really dote n love me
hopefully a long term one. =P