Monday, March 9, 2009
i just realise...
i got a very bad habit...
succumb to failure when face with loneliness.
i seriously have no patience with being alone...
Also, blog hopping n making myself even more sad.
just read a couple of blogs..
n it feels like i've been shot with arrows.
*self comforting time
its okie babe.. just let it go
things will be fine yeah.
sometimes i wonder if my own kind of belief is actually wrong..
my belief - just be happy.
sounds simple.. but how?
often, when face with dilemma.. i will always ask myself tis.
'if tml's the last day, wat will i do?'
then POP, i got the ans.
but often.. it leads to the wrong situation..
but is tt belief wrong??
i dont think so..
i guess i have been rather lenient in love..
forgiving times n times..
always thinking i'm wrong..
tt makes me even more weak than anything.
i shuld really let go man..
life's really bored when i got no grad trip, no job.
*SCREAMS.
i will need whiskey everynight to calm myself down..
b4 i go crazy. HAHA.
awaits for my new double bed.
despite slping it alone.
